Friday, December 31, 2010

First Full Day on St. Maarten/ Where I Bought my TV/ Happy New Years!

Since I have a few hours to burn until New Years at Bikini Beach with the rents, I figure why not write a quick post. It's been a beautiful day in St. Maarten and driving has definitely been less stressful today. I think we learned all the roads last night when we were lost for 3-4 hours. For an island that's 37 sq miles, it feels huge because of the mountainous terrain.



We woke up and left for Philipsburg in the morning. The day before we asked the guy at the front desk of our hotel for the best priced TVs and he recommended a place on Front St. called Klass. Front St. is probably the best shopping area on the whole island considering it is a line of stores for a mile down. And what makes this area so interesting is that it's a strip of land straddled by the Great Salt Pond and the Great Bay. Front street is parallel and one block from the boardwalk/beach and two blocks from the
Pond.


This area is known as the jewelry district

I can't compare Klass to any other stores, but I felt we got a decent price for the tv we ended up buying.  It was $400 for my Panasonic TV with an LCD screen and 32 inches, I believe. As a off/on side note, for great deals on flatscreens, definitely buy a Vizio from BJ's or Costco. My brother ended up buying a 42 inch for $500 and the picture quality is equal to any Sony in my humble opinion. 

After the TV purchase we walked to Ace hardware and bought an HD cable (they sadly don't sell TV cables at Klass... not too classy if you ask me) and I also got a garbage can for the kitchen and a full sized mirror. We later stopped by the grocery store and went all out buying food. The total ended up being a lot higher than I was expecting, but there you go, that always happens with me and food. Generally speaking almost everything on this island is a lot more expensive than anything you would buy in the US, but you wanna know what surprisingly isn't? Booze.  The grocery store next to AUC was selling 750mL Smirnoff for $8 when that same bottle is $22 back home. And another huge plus to the island is that there are no taxes. My flatscreen was $400 flat. No tax on that. 

Happy New Years, guys!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Finally on St. Maarten

Our rental upgrade. This car is overrated by the way.
It's been one hell of a day. I had a 6 am flight from Boston to Charlotte and then from there to St. Maarten. The first issue of the day was our car situation. My parents rented a car for the next five days, but it seems that they did not have the four wheel drive truck we had reserved. Instead, the folks at Hertz upgraded us to an H3 Hummer. Absurd is probably the best word I can think of at the moment. Not only is the Hummer sporting "environment first" stickers on the dash, but it is also a bright urine yellow, semi-gold color. We stick out horribly everywhere we go. Rolling up to AUC to start the moving in process wasn't very smooth either. I believe people instantly dislike you when you are driving a car like this. I didn't bring my acceptance letter (I didn't know I had to) so the woman at the gate was first skeptical of me even being a student. Eventually she pulled out a list of all the first year students living on campus, and verified that I was indeed among them.

I was a little disappointed when I saw my dorm. It's spacious enough for the likes of me, but I couldn't help but feel cheated for not having a living room area. I've got an oversized bedroom with a light-less walk-in closet and bathroom and the next large room is the kitchen. I've got a small table in the kitchen area with three chairs. One of the chairs is broken and I don't know what to do about this. I tried getting my internet to work. I had a ethernet cable attached to what I believed was the internet and connected it to the computer, but nothing happened. My mac didn't even register that I was connected to anything. I don't know. Perhaps the cord is broken, or I'm just stupid. Knowing my track record I'll have to go with the latter choice.

Next my parents and I were lost for 3 hours looking for our hotel all the way in Orient Beach (I've yet to see nude beach-goers, most likely French). That is clear across the island and the traffic here is pretty unbearable at this time of day. We are staying at The Alamanda Resort in the French side for the next few days and that is where I'm currently typing this. Sorry if this post is completely boring, but I'm running on fumes here. For this same reason, please forgive my negative demeanor. I know things will look a hell of a lot better once I get more than 4 hours of sleep.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Where I'm going with all this

I didn't know what to expect from this blog when I started writing a few months back. Or maybe the more truthful statement is, I didn't know what to expect of myself. After my first post, I wasn't sure if I would write again. I wrote a couple more times as an experiment and after hitting "publish", I sat silently and wondered how I felt.

Ridiculous, by the way.

I asked who the hell would read this? Was this blog just supposed to be a diary for myself? Maybe a personal place to chronicle my journey into medicine? I had the blog for three months and no one even knew it existed. But although I was the only person who visited, I continued to write new posts. I always wrote to an imaginary audience of prospective Caribbean med students. I would publish a new post and check back every couple days to see if anyone visited. When no one had, I felt slight disappointment, but also relief.

I'm not confident in my writing. It's usually a jumbled mess, chaotic, a semi-stream of consciousness where I can't quite determine if I ever accurately convey what I'm trying to share. My sentence structure isn't fluid and my own personal word-bank is "average" as the SATs would have you know. And grammar? Atrocious. I've got issues with the proper use of a comma. I felt exposed attaching my identity to my posts with such writing. I felt vulnerable to the judgments of my imagined anonymous readers and so I stopped.

It wasn't until the beginning of November when I remembered my own blog. I logged on, checked my stats and was instantly confused. Within the last month, I had 500 page views. FIVE HUNDRED and I hadn't written anything in almost two months. I couldn't believe it. I came to realize that 500 pageviews did not mean 500 people, but that hardly mattered. Compared to my traffic before, my blog now seemed wildly popular. I felt happy people were visiting and even happier with a side of relief after receiving my first couple comments. They were kind, curious and absolutely the perfect push for me to continue writing. Since then, I've made a concerted effort to post regularly and I think I've been doing a pretty good job, but lately I've been struggling to find new material to write about. You can imagine the difficulty of writing about Caribbean med school when you haven't even set foot on the island yet. Suffering from this mini writer's block has left me with some time to contemplate on what I want to accomplish with this blog and its general direction.

I've read a lot of different medical school blogs the last year and follow a few regularly now and I find the ones I enjoy most are the blogs that are honest, intimate, and thoughtful. It's amazing to read a complete stranger's blog and feel a connection to them and actually care to see how they're doing. In the beginning, I thought to use this blog as a resource for prospective Caribbean students, and while I'm sure I'll have many more posts that are informative and useful to this type of audience, I don't want this to be my only objective. I want to give people a reason to come back here that isn't purely for information. I guess what I'm saying is I want people to come back for lil' ol' me... for my feelings, thoughts, bad comma usage,  experiences and in order to achieve all this, I know I'm going to have to make you people care! Or at least pique you're interest (Please Log on for my LIVE Webcast StripTease 10 o'clock on Satur--.... haha just kidding. Sorry John. Bad joke).

For the people I'm leaving behind in Rhode Island and Boston, I hope you check back every so often because this is for you too! I love you guys and I'm going to miss all of you. You better be skyping me every so often. Yes, I'm talking to you Albi, Meg, JZ, Pengal, Chris,  Rachel, Jaimie, and Zoe.

As for you John, I love you and I know you're gonna know what's happening with me everyday  :)
I'm going to miss you most of all.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

NYTimes: Medical Schools in Region Fight Caribbean Flow-- A response

In light of the controversy surrounding this recent article by the New York Times, I thought it appropriate to take the time to write a response as a student who will be attending a Caribbean medical school in 1 week and as someone who plans to do most, if not all, her core rotations in New York City hospitals.

First off, there is a looming shortage of doctors that's projected to hit 90,000 by 2020 (that's only 9 years people) and of the 42,000 people applying to US medical schools today, only 18,600 get spots. And what of the other 23,400? A percentage of them end up going to Caribbean medical schools. What's particularly infuriating about the discussion stemming from this article's publication is the number of people commenting that they would never go to a doctor trained in the Caribbean because they weren't "good enough" for the US... I'm sorry, but do people just ignore all the stats found in the very beginning of the article? It's quite obvious that there is no way medical schools can accept all the good candidates applying because there are SO FEW SPOTS AVAILABLE.

As a consequence of this exclusivity, there is a spill-over effect of good medical applicants going to the Caribbean. My stats are average I'll fully admit, but at AUC I know of students who scored 40s on their MCATs and I know others who have GPAs of 3.5 and higher. I'm not saying by any means there aren't bad students who go to the Caribbean, of course there are. Many students who start in the Caribbean will inevitably drop-out for a number of reasons, but those who do finish and graduate are just as capable and knowledgeable as any US medical graduate. In the end, *ALL* medical school students who wish to practice in the US have to pass the *SAME* exact test, which is the USMLE. As it stands now, the average first time pass rate for US med students taking Step 1  is 92% and guess what? AUC's first time pass rate for Step 1 is a 94%. That's right, a CARIBBEAN school has a HIGHER pass rate than some American schools. And who can one ignore the fact that 1/3 of the last AUC class who sat for the exam scored a 99?!  (Please note, if given a chance any Caribbean med student would go to an American school at a moment's notice. It sure beats all the stigma and false preconceived notions)

After reading the article, I could not help but think the claims of the 16 New York med school deans were ridiculous and laughable. Let's look at some of their arguments as stated by the journalist.

1. The deans are looking to expand their enrollment to their own schools, but are impeded by competition with Caribbean schools for clinical training slots in NY hospitals.
2. Caribbean schools turn out poorly trained students who undercut the quality of training for their New York peers learning alongside that at the same hospital.
3. Caribbean medical schools are profit-making institutions that are "bribing" New York hospitals by paying them millions of dollars to take their students. American schools traditionally pay nothing, because hospitals like the prestige of being associated with universities.
4. City hospital officials have defended their contracts with Caribbean schools as a way of getting students into hospitals in poor neighborhoods that have been shunned by New York medical schools.
5. These very same students, after completing their clinical training, often return as residents and then full-fledged attending physicians at these poor, city hospitals.

Is it just me or does there seem to be some gaping inconsistencies in this report? I think it's first important to highlight the fact that no matter how many more students medical schools are willing to accept, nothing is going to fix the shortage problem if more residency spots aren't available. A medical school graduate cannot become a practicing physician until they have completed residency and the positions available have remained stagnant for YEARS. It's simply impossible to solve the impending crisis by increasing medical school enrollment without a corresponding increase in residency programs. You only increase the competition levels for the same few residencies, leaving even more people out in the dark defaulting on $200,000 loans. So the deans' claim that they want to increase their class sizes have no real bearing presently. Furthermore, these deans are pushing to suspend Caribbean medical students as soon as possible from New York hospitals, when they themselves don't even have the students to fill these clerkships. Absurd if you ask me.

Secondly, after reading the response of the hospital officials, it seems that the clinical sites available to Caribbean students aren't places that the American students even associate with.  So why this anger? Why do these deans want to stop Caribbean students from rotating at the hospitals that their own students don't even go to? I'm not going to pretend to know the answer because no one can know this answer but the deans themselves, however, for speculative purpose... I  feel this is one part territorialism with a dash of snobbery, but at the end of the day, isn't everything always about money? Caribbean medical schools are paying millions of dollars to have their students rotate at hospitals all across the country, not just New York. I think the NY medical board members realize that they may eventually have to start compensating hospitals, but they don't want to pay any money themselves. To them, it should be free and it's a privilege for the hospitals to be associated with THEM (Again, I'm only musing here on the alterior motives of these rabble-rousers). Never mind the fact that many of these hospitals would be bankrupt if not for the influx of Caribbean money, and that they would close down like so many in their stead, further depriving millions of their access to some semblance of quality healthcare. And most of the attendings and physicians working in these hospitals are foreign trained, from the Caribbean! Let's face it, if you are a US med school student, you're not trying to get a general residency in a poor city hospital.


I think I'm done with the diatribe for now. I was thankful to read at the end of the article many positive comments in support of the good work done by Caribbean-trained doctors. I liked the fact that people remember to judge doctors by their merit, compassion, and professionalism and not just where they went to school. Hope that's the majority out there. If not, well maybe one day they can read this blog and think otherwise. I hope to be an example to prove all the nay-sayers wrong.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Hey all, Merry Christmas Eve

I just wanted to wish anyone reading a warm happy holidays! I hope you all eat, drink, and be merry!
May all your Christmas' be white.

Six more days till the move.

Monday, December 20, 2010

TV Channels on St. Maarten

Not that I plan on watching much TV while I'm here, but how can anyone deny the comfort of turning on the tube and hearing all those familiar voices in the background? I'm one of those people who will switch on a TV, grab a snack and then walk to the adjacent room to sit down for work. I don't know why this is, but I see no real issues in continuing my pre-study ritual. More often than not, my preference is SportsCenter since it is just a looped segment for hours.

The other reason why I'm concerned with what channels are available to me is because I will be leaving for the island right BEFORE the NFL Playoffs! And with the way my Patriots have been playing this season, I don't want to miss a thing.

After a quick google search of the cable channels available, I found that most of the channels are American with NBC, ABC, CBS, Fox, ESPN, CNN, and so forth. If you are really into movies you have the option to get the premium channels like HBO and Showtime. For the complete list of cable channels you can click here.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

"Bowel Movements for Shit Heads?"

When I told my boyfriend I was going to purchase "Anatomy and Physiology for Dummies",
this was his response as he was kneading chocolate chip cookie dough.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Let's Talk About My Brand Spanking New Scrubs

Just got everything in the mail today, and now I know why the Grey's Anatomy scrubs cost more... it's because they are amazing. Women will be happy to own these. Not only is the material awesome (oh so soft), but the whole outfit feels tailored for my body. The shirt is fitted so it looks like I have an actual waist-- always a bonus in my book. Secondly, the straight leg pants I ordered as "petite" truly came petite. No hemming needed.

The Cherokee "Flexibles" brand stuff, however.... a little bit of a different story here. The material is nice, but these pants, which I also ordered as petite, are still about 1-2 inches too long for me. I've got to get them hemmed... and I don't like dishing out an extra couple bucks for that. These pants were also supposed to be "straight leg" but I look like something out of the 70s when I put these puppies on. I'm talking about serious bell-bottoms here. I also bought two shirts from the "Flexibles" family and I'm a fan so far. One is pink/navy blue and the other is yellow/black. I like that these shirts are not one complete solid color, but I've started questioning my choices after my dad asked if they were bowling shirts.

The Dickies pants were the cheapest article of clothing for $14 and I like them. They're black, not too long and these are actually straight leg. The material though..... think snow pants... made to be semi-water repellant. And they make that swish swish sound too when walking.

Maybe I should've tried looking for a real store after all?
Nah.


Edit: And you know what this post just reminded me of?
Scrub,
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging from the passenger side of his best friend's ride
trying to holler at me

You may be thinking, oh no she didn't.
But oh yes I did.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Saw this on valuemd and it made me laugh


Sometimes people get a little too crazy arguing about things, especially on valuemd and most certainly when students are discussing who's school is better, which class has it tougher.... yatta yatta yatta

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Still No Snow

If it's snowing during a Pats game-- we win, you lose
Call me crazy, but I love snow and the wintertime.  I like the cold, I like bundling up, ice skating, snowy football games, fires, hot chocolate, clam chowda, Uggs. Of course by February I'm getting tired of all the cold and looking forward to Spring, but Christmas isn't Christmas for me unless it's under 30º with some snow on the ground. You can imagine my disappointment with the fact that it has yet to even flurry here! Living in New England I can't help but appreciate the changes from season to season. Everyone loves summer, and as much as I'll enjoy living on a Caribbean island for the next 1.5 years, I know I'm going to miss New England weather come next fall.

Here's hoping for some snow in the next two weeks. I'd hate to leave without seeing any.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Scrub a dub dub. Scrubs!

Scrubs - Greys Anatomy by Barco Uniforms Junior Fit V-Neck Scrub Top
One of the shirts I ended up buying. Grey's Anatomy brand
is supposed to be more fitted for women than other brands.

Another thing for the packing list. I realized the other day that I'll need to buy my first set of scrubs for anatomy lab.  Since you have to go to lab everyday, some AUC students recommend getting three pairs of scrubs so you can keep you're clothing fresh.  I have no idea where to find scrubs and I'm sure if I asked anybody, I could've found out easily enough, but I did the lazy thing and went online.  I feel like I haven't stepped foot in a store for a year now.

My name is Andrea, and I am an online shopping junkie.

I like the discounts I dig up and I like the wide assortment of merchandise available. I ordered three sets of scrubs and I should be getting my order sometime this week. Here is a link to tons of the scrubs online stores and many corresponding coupon codes to save some cash. Click me.

Some tips if you order online:
1. Use the size charts/ fit guides available to you. This is the best way to estimate your size.
2. Cross check the item you want to purchase with amazon.com so you can get a number of different customer reviews on quality, fit, etc
3. Check return policies as well as shipping policies. Some sites may give you free shipping both ways, if you do decide to return the item. 

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Let it Snow

Getting extremely excited for this patriots-bears matchup!!!
And its a snow bowl!
Pats play pretty damn well in the snow

Friday, December 10, 2010

What are Green Book Rotations? Why are they important? AUC Green Book Rotation List

I said a few posts ago that I would delve into the subject of green book rotations, so here I am. For the third and fourth year of medical school, students have to do their core and elective clinical rotations at hospitals. If you're a medical student in the US, you have the luxury of having a teaching hospital right in the vicinity of your school. Caribbean students, however, spend the last two years of med school in the US rotating at different hospitals across the country that are affiliated with the Caribbean school.  When you do rotate, you want to make sure the clerkships you're doing are greenbook.

Officially, "green book" means a specific program that is approved by the Accreditation Council for Graduate Medical Education (ACGME). These green book clinical rotations (clerkships) are pretty much always associated with a TEACHING HOSPITAL that HAS A RESIDENCY PROGRAM for the PARTICULAR CLERKSHIP you wish to rotate in, whether it be Peds, Surgery, Family Medicine etc. These hospitals are focused on actual TEACHING. There will be interns, attendings, residents, and fellows that you will be working with and thus you will have many more opportunities for learning. If you go to a hospital or a clinic that  has no residency program then that's considered blue book and it's not ACGME approved. Why does it matter? Because this can be a problem for gaining full licensure or a residency spot in some specific states in which it's required by law that all potential doctors completed their training in ACGME approved programs. States that fall under this category are California, Texas, Pennsylvania, and Massachusetts.  So please remember to research all your clerkship options and be sure that they are all ACGME-accredited so you don't run into any problems in the future.

For those of you who are curious "Blue Book" programs are those that do not have a residency program in the clerkship you are rotating in, but the hospital itself does have residency programs for other associated specialities. Example: you are doing a peds rotation at a hospital that has no pediatrics residency program, but does have a Family medicine program--> this would be considered blue book.

You can find out which programs are approved by the ACGME by going to the official portal here.

Since I will be attending AUC, I decided to do the extra leg-work and find which programs are greenbook at each US hospital site affiliated with AUC. Please note that I'm missing a few programs that are accredited! Although, the clerkship doesn't appear on the ACGME site, it could still be affiliated with another hospital program that is approved by ACGME, thus making it greenbook.

AUC requires their students to do core clerkships for a total of 42 weeks.
12 weeks-Internal Medicine
12 weeks- Surgery
6 weeks- Pediatrics
6 weeks- OB/GYN
6 weeks- Psychiatry

And then AUC wants you to do elective clerkships for 30 weeks.
4 weeks- Neurology (required elective)
4 weeks- Family Medicine (required elective)
4-8 weeks- Clerkship of Interest
18-22 weeks- Internal Medicine subspecialties


List of AUC Affiliated Hospital Sites and Greenbook Clinical Programs of Each Hospital
  • California

  • Connecticut
    • Griffen Hospital
      • Internal Medicine 
    • St. Mary's Hospital
      •  General Surgery, Internal Medicine
  • Florida
    • Miami Beach Community Center
      • Psychiatry*
  • Illinois
    • Mount Sinai Medical Center 
      • Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Pediatrics, Family Medicine
  • Louisiana
    • Brentwood Behavioral Center
      • Psychiatry 
  • Ohio
    • Aultman Hospital
      •  OB/GYN, Family Medicine
  • Maryland
    • St. Agnes
      • General Surgery, Internal medicine
    • Spring Grove
      •  none
    • Union Memorial
      •  General Surgery, Internal medicine
  • Michigan
    • Providence Hospital
      • General Surgery, Internal Med, OB/GYN, Pediatrics*, Psychiatry*, Family Med
  • New York
    • Bronx- Lebanon Hospital Center
      • General Surgery, Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Pediatrics, Family Medicine
    • Brooklyn Hospital
      • General Surgery, Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Pediatrics, Family Medicine
    • Flushing Hospital
      • Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Pediatrics
    • Lutheran Medical Center
      • Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Family Medicine
    • Mount Vernon Hospital
      • Internal Medicine
      • Internal Medicine Sub-I
    • Nassau Health Center Corporation
      • General Surgery, Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Pediatrics, Psychiatry
    • St. John's Episcopal Hospital
      • Internal Medicine, Psychiatry
    • Staten Island University Hospital
      • General Surgery, Internal Medicine, OB/GYN, Pediatrics



* The program is affiliated with an ACGME-approved program from another hospital. 
   Bottom-line: GREENBOOK


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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

What I've gotten out of "Stiff" so far- 75 pages in

photograph of a portrait of Knox teaching anat...Image via Wikipedia
The famous anatomist Knox who was also
 the buyer of Burke and Hares' "fresh" cadavers.
Strange, strange book. That's about all I can say right now and it is somewhat interesting, but I have no clue why people think this book is funny. It's about cadavers and yes, the author tries to make some jokes... but I suppose it's just not my type of humor. Example: in the introduction the author likens cadavers to people on cruise ships because both end up spending the days on their back. ????? Alright, maybe it's just me, but that joke isn't very good. I have yet to even crack a smile at one of her attempts to be funny, and find myself more often than not, put off by the overall repugnance of the subject matter.

I wasn't bad off two chapters ago. The reading was interesting and I was easily flowing through the pages, but I've had some trouble now finishing up this chapter on human decay. Roach, the author, goes to the University of Tennessee (UT) Anthropological Research facility, the only place in the world dedicated to the study of human decay. The lab is pretty much a grove behind the UT medical center where dead bodies are strewn about clothed and naked, in the sun/ under a tree and studied as they decompose. Roach loves nothing more than giving us the disgusting details of all the bodies she sees going through the phases of breakdown. She goes into the maggots feasting on the fat and juices of the stomach, face, and genitals. She goes into the last stage when the body and organs lose shape and turn into a puddle of soup. She goes into the smell of a dead body and the fact that she's stepping in the wet soil saturated with corpse juice and how her shoes, despite all her cleaning, smelled like dead people for months. And on top of all this, she tries to pull bad jokes. Fantastic.

Maybe this is a low point of the book and it will pick up in the next chapter, but before that, I was actually enjoying the reading. The first chapter is dedicated to what I and many other first year medical students will be doing-- dissecting cadavers. Roach's central objective in the opening chapter is to highlight the importance of being respectful and thankful to those who have willingly donated their bodies to the teaching and advancement of medicine. She opens her book in a seminar for plastic surgeons. The plastic surgeons are at this workshop using the cadavers to hone their skills and to ultimately become better at what they do. And while they are working on the bodies, they are careful to be gentle and mindful of how they treat their subjects. After this scene, Roach takes readers to a memorial service at the University of California- San Francisco Medical School. We soon find out this three hour affair complete with student tributes, a capella  renditions of "Time of Your Life", and folk ballads is for none other than the 20 dissected cadavers of the anatomy lab. Talk about gratitude and respect.

You may be thinking, why all this talk about being thankful for getting to cut into bodies? For the first time in history (as Roach will have us know) we have a surplus of "fresh" bodies available, and people no longer have to dig up graves of the recently dead, or murder anyone to be able to dissect a body...  hence the subject matter of the second chapter! Roach briefly examines the history of human dissection and she ends up taking a great deal of time discussing the grave-digging and "body-snatching" epidemic that hit England in the 18th and 19th centuries. It seems that anatomists were so desperate for bodies, they would pay common thugs a good deal of money to go dig up graves and steal the bodies from them. There was even one duo that went as far as murdering customers from their "flop-house" (motel, I suppose) and sell the bodies to a well-known and respected anatomist in Edinburgh. The two men went by the names of William Burke and William Hare and eventually Burke was brought to justice and hung for his crimes, while Hare received immunity. I don't understand that one...

Monday, December 6, 2010

25 More Days-Questions/Doubts

As I sit here watching a horribly boring defensive struggle between the Steelers and Ravens, I can't help but wonder what's on the horizon for me. I'm nervous. I've been so nervous, it's actually made me somewhat depressed this last week. It's forced me to look at myself and question if I really have it in me to become a doctor. Can I really study again and deal with ridiculous stress for the next 4 years? Do I want to spend the next 6-8 years in hospitals? I mean, it's not a place I'm fond of to begin with, so how can I honestly expect to work there for that long and be happy? Do I even want to be a doctor? These days I can't help but seriously reconsider what it is that I'm trying to do.

Is anyone surprised to know that I'm the daughter of two doctors? Probably not. While my father has been complacent, if not utterly indifferent to what my career aspirations were in the past and are today, it's been my mother who's taken the active role in pushing me to a career in medicine. She's been medicine's own champion since I was a 5th grader. "You are going to be doctor," she would tell me, and I figured I'd go along with what she wanted since I had no clue of what else I could do. Over the years if I questioned her assertions, she would only later convince me with her arguments for the benefits and opportunities of becoming a doctor.  Fast forward 14 years, here I am ready to attend medical school, but am I still *just going along* with what she wants? I'm afraid this could be the case.

But as afraid and sad I've been, I still won't allow myself to back out now. I have a tendency to make the worst assumptions about what is unknown to me and as much research I've done, as many hours I've spent pouring over other's accounts of Caribbean med schools, this is still unchartered territory for me. Everyone has their own unique experience and I cannot know what mine will be until I've actually flown to St Maarten and experienced the full onslaught of medical school for myself. And while this experiment may be an expensive one if I do indeed decide this isn't for me, it's still worth every penny because I will at least have the satisfaction of walking away with peace of mind.


Friday, December 3, 2010

Where is St. Maarten?

I've been getting that question a lot.
And for awhile, I'm embarrassed to say that I didn't know either.
But, I have remedied this issue and after looking it up on google, I now know exactly where I'm flying to in three weeks! The red arrow in the map below shows the tiny little island of St. Maarten


How big is St. Maarten you ask? It's around 36 sq miles and to really put that into perspective, it's  driving six miles north, then six miles east and you have now covered the dimensions of the entire island. 

The country itself is split by two nations. It is shared by the Netherlands and France. The two official languages are Dutch and French, but everyone knows English on the island.

The population stands at around 30,235 (CIA World Factbook) 

And climate? 80-85ºF all year long, low humidity, and brief, but intense rain showers. Love it.




Thursday, December 2, 2010

Comparing class size and attrition rate ---AUC, SGU, Ross, Saba

American University of the Caribbean- Average class size: 100 in January and May terms; 200 in September.
Attrition (i.e. drop-out, transfer, etc): 13%

When I started class at AUC in January 2011, my class size was 112 students. One semester later (where most of the drop-outs, transfers occur) we are down to 107. Not bad. The starting class for September 2010 was 208 students, and I believe they are around 180 at the start of their third semester.


St. George's University- Average class size 400 
Attrition: 10%

The class size in St. George's is at around 400 currently per semester, however the big difference here in comparison to Ross is that the attrition rate is so much lower. About 10% or even less of the starting class ends up leaving or failing out of SGU. 


Saba University- Average Class Size is 80-100
Attrition: 40-50%

Saba is the smallest school of the "Big 4" but half the people who begin first semester do not make it to the end. Attrition is particularly high for this tiny school because the passing grade needed to advance is a 75%. I can't speak for the other schools, but AUC's passing grade is a 70%. Those 5 percentage points make all the difference. 


Ross University: Average class size anywhere from 400-600 students. 
Attrition: 40-50%

For the Jan 2010 class at Ross, there were 600 students! 600! That's double the size of the largest medical school in the United States. And what's more alarming here is that I've read that anywhere between 40-50% of these students leave or fail out by the end of the 4 years. After looking at these stats, to me there's no question that Ross is a business first. It seems that the admissions committee preys upon people's dreams of getting an MD and proceeds to accept hundreds who have no business of becoming doctors in the first place.  This isn't to take away from the other students who are meant to be there, however. All I'm saying is you have to be careful, work hard and hope you aren't one of the many that's meant to pay $10,000s only to be weeded out shortly after.
(Edit: It seems that Ross is making a concerted effort to reduce size. The May 2010 semester had around 300 incoming students.... but that may also be because it was the May term, which characteristically has the smallest class sizes.)



I have one article here about the "horrors" of Ross.  To read, click here.
Let me remind everyone though that Ross is still a good school and if you work hard and pass all your classes/exams, Ross will take you where you want to go. After reading the article, go ahead and read the comments at the end of it to get a different perspective.
Of what I know of myself, I wouldn't do well in a school like Ross.



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