Friday, December 31, 2010

First Full Day on St. Maarten/ Where I Bought my TV/ Happy New Years!

Since I have a few hours to burn until New Years at Bikini Beach with the rents, I figure why not write a quick post. It's been a beautiful day in St. Maarten and driving has definitely been less stressful today. I think we learned all the roads last night when we were lost for 3-4 hours. For an island that's 37 sq miles, it feels huge because of the mountainous terrain.



We woke up and left for Philipsburg in the morning. The day before we asked the guy at the front desk of our hotel for the best priced TVs and he recommended a place on Front St. called Klass. Front St. is probably the best shopping area on the whole island considering it is a line of stores for a mile down. And what makes this area so interesting is that it's a strip of land straddled by the Great Salt Pond and the Great Bay. Front street is parallel and one block from the boardwalk/beach and two blocks from the
Pond.


This area is known as the jewelry district

I can't compare Klass to any other stores, but I felt we got a decent price for the tv we ended up buying.  It was $400 for my Panasonic TV with an LCD screen and 32 inches, I believe. As a off/on side note, for great deals on flatscreens, definitely buy a Vizio from BJ's or Costco. My brother ended up buying a 42 inch for $500 and the picture quality is equal to any Sony in my humble opinion. 

After the TV purchase we walked to Ace hardware and bought an HD cable (they sadly don't sell TV cables at Klass... not too classy if you ask me) and I also got a garbage can for the kitchen and a full sized mirror. We later stopped by the grocery store and went all out buying food. The total ended up being a lot higher than I was expecting, but there you go, that always happens with me and food. Generally speaking almost everything on this island is a lot more expensive than anything you would buy in the US, but you wanna know what surprisingly isn't? Booze.  The grocery store next to AUC was selling 750mL Smirnoff for $8 when that same bottle is $22 back home. And another huge plus to the island is that there are no taxes. My flatscreen was $400 flat. No tax on that. 

Happy New Years, guys!

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Finally on St. Maarten

Our rental upgrade. This car is overrated by the way.
It's been one hell of a day. I had a 6 am flight from Boston to Charlotte and then from there to St. Maarten. The first issue of the day was our car situation. My parents rented a car for the next five days, but it seems that they did not have the four wheel drive truck we had reserved. Instead, the folks at Hertz upgraded us to an H3 Hummer. Absurd is probably the best word I can think of at the moment. Not only is the Hummer sporting "environment first" stickers on the dash, but it is also a bright urine yellow, semi-gold color. We stick out horribly everywhere we go. Rolling up to AUC to start the moving in process wasn't very smooth either. I believe people instantly dislike you when you are driving a car like this. I didn't bring my acceptance letter (I didn't know I had to) so the woman at the gate was first skeptical of me even being a student. Eventually she pulled out a list of all the first year students living on campus, and verified that I was indeed among them.

I was a little disappointed when I saw my dorm. It's spacious enough for the likes of me, but I couldn't help but feel cheated for not having a living room area. I've got an oversized bedroom with a light-less walk-in closet and bathroom and the next large room is the kitchen. I've got a small table in the kitchen area with three chairs. One of the chairs is broken and I don't know what to do about this. I tried getting my internet to work. I had a ethernet cable attached to what I believed was the internet and connected it to the computer, but nothing happened. My mac didn't even register that I was connected to anything. I don't know. Perhaps the cord is broken, or I'm just stupid. Knowing my track record I'll have to go with the latter choice.

Next my parents and I were lost for 3 hours looking for our hotel all the way in Orient Beach (I've yet to see nude beach-goers, most likely French). That is clear across the island and the traffic here is pretty unbearable at this time of day. We are staying at The Alamanda Resort in the French side for the next few days and that is where I'm currently typing this. Sorry if this post is completely boring, but I'm running on fumes here. For this same reason, please forgive my negative demeanor. I know things will look a hell of a lot better once I get more than 4 hours of sleep.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Where I'm going with all this

I didn't know what to expect from this blog when I started writing a few months back. Or maybe the more truthful statement is, I didn't know what to expect of myself. After my first post, I wasn't sure if I would write again. I wrote a couple more times as an experiment and after hitting "publish", I sat silently and wondered how I felt.

Ridiculous, by the way.

I asked who the hell would read this? Was this blog just supposed to be a diary for myself? Maybe a personal place to chronicle my journey into medicine? I had the blog for three months and no one even knew it existed. But although I was the only person who visited, I continued to write new posts. I always wrote to an imaginary audience of prospective Caribbean med students. I would publish a new post and check back every couple days to see if anyone visited. When no one had, I felt slight disappointment, but also relief.

I'm not confident in my writing. It's usually a jumbled mess, chaotic, a semi-stream of consciousness where I can't quite determine if I ever accurately convey what I'm trying to share. My sentence structure isn't fluid and my own personal word-bank is "average" as the SATs would have you know. And grammar? Atrocious. I've got issues with the proper use of a comma. I felt exposed attaching my identity to my posts with such writing. I felt vulnerable to the judgments of my imagined anonymous readers and so I stopped.

It wasn't until the beginning of November when I remembered my own blog. I logged on, checked my stats and was instantly confused. Within the last month, I had 500 page views. FIVE HUNDRED and I hadn't written anything in almost two months. I couldn't believe it. I came to realize that 500 pageviews did not mean 500 people, but that hardly mattered. Compared to my traffic before, my blog now seemed wildly popular. I felt happy people were visiting and even happier with a side of relief after receiving my first couple comments. They were kind, curious and absolutely the perfect push for me to continue writing. Since then, I've made a concerted effort to post regularly and I think I've been doing a pretty good job, but lately I've been struggling to find new material to write about. You can imagine the difficulty of writing about Caribbean med school when you haven't even set foot on the island yet. Suffering from this mini writer's block has left me with some time to contemplate on what I want to accomplish with this blog and its general direction.

I've read a lot of different medical school blogs the last year and follow a few regularly now and I find the ones I enjoy most are the blogs that are honest, intimate, and thoughtful. It's amazing to read a complete stranger's blog and feel a connection to them and actually care to see how they're doing. In the beginning, I thought to use this blog as a resource for prospective Caribbean students, and while I'm sure I'll have many more posts that are informative and useful to this type of audience, I don't want this to be my only objective. I want to give people a reason to come back here that isn't purely for information. I guess what I'm saying is I want people to come back for lil' ol' me... for my feelings, thoughts, bad comma usage,  experiences and in order to achieve all this, I know I'm going to have to make you people care! Or at least pique you're interest (Please Log on for my LIVE Webcast StripTease 10 o'clock on Satur--.... haha just kidding. Sorry John. Bad joke).

For the people I'm leaving behind in Rhode Island and Boston, I hope you check back every so often because this is for you too! I love you guys and I'm going to miss all of you. You better be skyping me every so often. Yes, I'm talking to you Albi, Meg, JZ, Pengal, Chris,  Rachel, Jaimie, and Zoe.

As for you John, I love you and I know you're gonna know what's happening with me everyday  :)
I'm going to miss you most of all.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

NYTimes: Medical Schools in Region Fight Caribbean Flow-- A response

In light of the controversy surrounding this recent article by the New York Times, I thought it appropriate to take the time to write a response as a student who will be attending a Caribbean medical school in 1 week and as someone who plans to do most, if not all, her core rotations in New York City hospitals.

First off, there is a looming shortage of doctors that's projected to hit 90,000 by 2020 (that's only 9 years people) and of the 42,000 people applying to US medical schools today, only 18,600 get spots. And what of the other 23,400? A percentage of them end up going to Caribbean medical schools. What's particularly infuriating about the discussion stemming from this article's publication is the number of people commenting that they would never go to a doctor trained in the Caribbean because they weren't "good enough" for the US... I'm sorry, but do people just ignore all the stats found in the very beginning of the article? It's quite obvious that there is no way medical schools can accept all the good candidates applying because there are SO FEW SPOTS AVAILABLE.

As a consequence of this exclusivity, there is a spill-over effect of good medical applicants going to the Caribbean. My stats are average I'll fully admit, but at AUC I know of students who scored 40s on their MCATs and I know others who have GPAs of 3.5 and higher. I'm not saying by any means there aren't bad students who go to the Caribbean, of course there are. Many students who start in the Caribbean will inevitably drop-out for a number of reasons, but those who do finish and graduate are just as capable and knowledgeable as any US medical graduate. In the end, *ALL* medical school students who wish to practice in the US have to pass the *SAME* exact test, which is the USMLE. As it stands now, the average first time pass rate for US med students taking Step 1  is 92% and guess what? AUC's first time pass rate for Step 1 is a 94%. That's right, a CARIBBEAN school has a HIGHER pass rate than some American schools. And who can one ignore the fact that 1/3 of the last AUC class who sat for the exam scored a 99?!  (Please note, if given a chance any Caribbean med student would go to an American school at a moment's notice. It sure beats all the stigma and false preconceived notions)

After reading the article, I could not help but think the claims of the 16 New York med school deans were ridiculous and laughable. Let's look at some of their arguments as stated by the journalist.

1. The deans are looking to expand their enrollment to their own schools, but are impeded by competition with Caribbean schools for clinical training slots in NY hospitals.
2. Caribbean schools turn out poorly trained students who undercut the quality of training for their New York peers learning alongside that at the same hospital.
3. Caribbean medical schools are profit-making institutions that are "bribing" New York hospitals by paying them millions of dollars to take their students. American schools traditionally pay nothing, because hospitals like the prestige of being associated with universities.
4. City hospital officials have defended their contracts with Caribbean schools as a way of getting students into hospitals in poor neighborhoods that have been shunned by New York medical schools.
5. These very same students, after completing their clinical training, often return as residents and then full-fledged attending physicians at these poor, city hospitals.

Is it just me or does there seem to be some gaping inconsistencies in this report? I think it's first important to highlight the fact that no matter how many more students medical schools are willing to accept, nothing is going to fix the shortage problem if more residency spots aren't available. A medical school graduate cannot become a practicing physician until they have completed residency and the positions available have remained stagnant for YEARS. It's simply impossible to solve the impending crisis by increasing medical school enrollment without a corresponding increase in residency programs. You only increase the competition levels for the same few residencies, leaving even more people out in the dark defaulting on $200,000 loans. So the deans' claim that they want to increase their class sizes have no real bearing presently. Furthermore, these deans are pushing to suspend Caribbean medical students as soon as possible from New York hospitals, when they themselves don't even have the students to fill these clerkships. Absurd if you ask me.

Secondly, after reading the response of the hospital officials, it seems that the clinical sites available to Caribbean students aren't places that the American students even associate with.  So why this anger? Why do these deans want to stop Caribbean students from rotating at the hospitals that their own students don't even go to? I'm not going to pretend to know the answer because no one can know this answer but the deans themselves, however, for speculative purpose... I  feel this is one part territorialism with a dash of snobbery, but at the end of the day, isn't everything always about money? Caribbean medical schools are paying millions of dollars to have their students rotate at hospitals all across the country, not just New York. I think the NY medical board members realize that they may eventually have to start compensating hospitals, but they don't want to pay any money themselves. To them, it should be free and it's a privilege for the hospitals to be associated with THEM (Again, I'm only musing here on the alterior motives of these rabble-rousers). Never mind the fact that many of these hospitals would be bankrupt if not for the influx of Caribbean money, and that they would close down like so many in their stead, further depriving millions of their access to some semblance of quality healthcare. And most of the attendings and physicians working in these hospitals are foreign trained, from the Caribbean! Let's face it, if you are a US med school student, you're not trying to get a general residency in a poor city hospital.


I think I'm done with the diatribe for now. I was thankful to read at the end of the article many positive comments in support of the good work done by Caribbean-trained doctors. I liked the fact that people remember to judge doctors by their merit, compassion, and professionalism and not just where they went to school. Hope that's the majority out there. If not, well maybe one day they can read this blog and think otherwise. I hope to be an example to prove all the nay-sayers wrong.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Hey all, Merry Christmas Eve

I just wanted to wish anyone reading a warm happy holidays! I hope you all eat, drink, and be merry!
May all your Christmas' be white.

Six more days till the move.